Don't you just love it when the holidays' coming up? And On top of that, there's a 'surprise' additional day which u didn't know of until the last minute. Heavenly. But the days before the said holidays is a different story. The excitement of anticipation quickly turns into impatience, irritations and anger. Just be sure to control it before it gets out of hand and spoils your holidays. I'm monitoring my mood.. So that it doesn't get out of line. Chillax(don't be bothered by things that you couldn't be bothered with).

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Please bless me with calmness and optimism when I'm sitting for the test. I believe that I can achieve whatever I want when I have a clear mind and put in effort for a smooth sailing process.
Okok I know it wasn't a good start that I'm potentially late as I took such a long time to get ready this morning.. But I'll make it and i'm going to make sure it's going to turn out great in the end. Please.

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Thinking about sleep when you're awake in the early morning is NOT going to make things any better. So make a choice to wake up and perform for the day. Aim to make this day better than yesterday.
Good morning!

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Such lovely sunday and a well-rounded one. Started with waking up at the perfect time and completed my chores. Had brunch and went to have a nap at a very cooling and wonderful cloudy weather. Impromptu dinner with the duo and a JB trip along with lokman after BOTAK-ed. Met parents there and went back with them though a bit guilty for that- I came with Zara n Aloy afterall but it's hard to say no to my parents. Anyway, I couldn't ask for a better sunday than today and it has been awhile since I feel so contented and Im very grateful for this. Tomorrow's agenda promises another great day(: and of course it'll be good; it's MONDAY.

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Finding out the full story about the orchard rd murder sent chills through my spine. What was going through their minds really, those 20 people, when they were attacking that lone 28 yo man? Is there no empathy or even a drop of humanity left in them? Has anger and hatred swallowed them whole? When lokman told me the story, the image formed in my head was and I told him 'it's like a human body thrown into a sea full of sharks(animal) and at first, a group started to tear the skin and flesh apart and after awhile the rest would come and join in the feast'. What an indescribable horrible truth we're facing. Where's humanity and morale in our community? Yes, our community. My Malay community. A moment of anger turned into a huge misfortune. Will they ever be able to clear their conscience? I believe they can't and that's punishment enough for them while waiting for death penalty. Guilt that will swallow them whole. Just like the hatred and anger they welcomed into their system.
Let's pray for a better future. And it starts from 'me' to 'we'.

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It's time to stop living in past glories and move on. Giving excuses for your proscastination and inability to perform is just pathetic. Your underachieving yourself! Live to your full potential and have faith that you'll get there. Be yourself and f*#$ those who don't like it cos they don't matter. What matters is that I love you. That's all that matters.

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Meeting friends is often good especially friends who could be honest to you. Who dares to tell you about you, right and wrong, even if it hurts. You wouldn't want to be the last to know that everyone actually hates you or are talking about you. I'm envious of people who are so comfortable in their skin and people love them cos they're being themselves. Nothing to hide- what you see is what you get and if you hate it then it's just too bad. Don't try to please and just do what they think is right. People who knows what's right and wrong cos they have principle. These people you can trust their opinions and views. These people I look up to. I'm happy I'm surrounded by quite a number of them and I'm proud of them I really am.

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I can feel myself changing though I'm still haven't really find out if it's for the better or not. Everything is so frustrating and always getting on my nerves. I don't know anything and I can't make a damn decision. My mood is always changing and I'm always snapping at everyone pushing them away. I sound like a total bitch and I think like one to. I hope this won't last as I've already pushed them away far enough already):

So I guess the change is for the worse then.

I am a girl in striped pyjamas living within an electric-wired compound not allowed to do things as I please. My companions are the in-mates who feel the same as I do. Luckily I have a FRIEND who discovered me while exploring and never fails to keep visiting me each day, always on the OTHER side of the electric-wired fence. This friend, (I haven't decide if it is going to be a boy or a girl) wishes that he/she is on MY side of the fence and I otherwise. The irony? I CHOOSE to be here, in this compound. I may choose to break free whenever I wish to, but i don't know how anymore. I forget the way to do it and the same goes to the other in-mates. And I pray that this friend who discovered me will help me find the way OUT.
 

And i thought that having no more lectures and tutorials are going to make things much easier. Now that school's technically over, I'm in my graduating mood means NOT my study mode. Thanks Fazzy and Chim for accompanying me today (my study skills suck). There was this Indian Muslim man who came over to me and talked about modesty (display of butt-cracks and cleavages) apparently a lot of girls are doing it in the library, some delibarately. I think he was overwhelmed and seeing that I am a Muslim, he came and talked to me about it. Actually, it was more of educating me (ceramah). In hushed tone. So random. And creepy. I can't wait for gOod times to come so that I can ROCK AND ROLLA (: